AkU, diA dan DIA

salam semua...
dh smayang blom ni? jgn asyik ngadap internet jer taw.
nt smyg plak yg ttinggal.
hhhmmmm... arini ak nk ckp sl smyg lak.
bkn ngada2 nk jd ustazah. tp sekadar nk bercerita.
honestly... i'll tell u da truth... dh brape hr ak XSUBUH.
btol2 tertinggal taw. alarm pn ak xdgr.
bf ak ari2 kjut, ak jwb, tp ak xsdr ak jwb.
byk ny saham ak d neraka jahanam.

"Ya ALLAH... kau berilah hidayah pd hambaMu ini.
Ssungguhny, ak hnya insan lemah Ya ALLAH...
Ampunkan dosa2 ak Ya ALLAH.
Hanya Kau sj yg mmpu m'ampunkan dosa sorg insan."

mmg ak akn qada' subuh ak tu. tp sume pn taw kn..
pahala ny xsma dgn pahala mgerjakannya pd waktu nya.

"bgn x subuh td?"
"abg xkejut. mne B sdr"
"abg xkjut? B siap jwb g abg cal pg td"
"hah???"
"ap hah??? 0540 abg cal td kjot suh smyg subuh"
"tp B xdgr pn"
"abg nk btegas sket bab ni.. B xske smyg subuh ea? abg usaha bgn pg2 nk kjut B nk suh B smyg subuh, tp B xd pn tgerak nk bgn."
"tp B mmg xsdr"
"xsdr sb B xd niat nk bgn. abg dh kjut, pn xnk bgn. kjyaan, rezeki, nk lulus xam ap sume,mntk ngn ALLAH. tp yg ALLAH sruh, xnk wt"
"sory la. B xsngaja xbgn smyg"
"ni abg bg petua la. 1st, blom tdo tu psg niat, ak nk bgn smyg subuh pg esok. 2nd, ble dh tsedar pg esok, tros bgn, jgn peram2 lg. sb abg syg la abg wt mcmni. klo xsyg, abg xd ny nk bgn awl2 kjot B smyg, suruh B smyg ap sume, xbg B blik lwt, tu sb abg syg la"

pnjg lebar kne ceramah. huhu.. tersentak gk ak mula2.
that's my boy... dalam ati ak terdetik ayat tu after kne mrh2.
i know he can conduct me. thanks to ALLAH.
FIY, bkal tunang ak ni, xpndai mrh2. smpi ak pn jd mnja teramat. =)
tp klo msuk bab solat, lmbt blik umah ble jln2, tu mmg nk kne pnas tlnga.
hehe..
soooooo.... after diz, i'll try my best to wake up early in da morning for SUBUH.

"wani.... i know u can make it"