~~menghitung hari~~

tik tok tik tok... setiap detik yang berlalu... ku rasakan seperti mengetatkan saluran nafasku. apakah sebenarnya perasaan ku ketika ini? gembira, takut, not ready yet, o...... i dun noe. even it's only engagement, but.... hmmm... no idea.

yesterday, i went to buy kaen for bju wif my lady. ma, k'mimi, k'jea, adik ain, n ja (ank buah). n after dat, we went to jahit dat kaen. syukur pd Allah, kak Chan sggp amik tmphn jht bj tu. she is a Siamese i think. =)

but...... how bout hantaran????? arghhh... money money money. everything needs money. of course my parents will support it. but i feel a little bit guilty. it's my majlis n i suppose to get ready enough money. but wht can i do? i still study. tp xpe. i hv a great parents. mmmwaahh... love u ma, abah..